stress

Feeling stressed and exhausted: my work place's daily stress just puts me down. Feels like a strong need to go to box, to run, to swim or to do whatever physical work or sport I could do - but the day is short, and had to come home.

During the day-closing pondering on today while I was travelling home I had to realise how mean and stressed and absolutely out of myself I was. And I am. Cannot control it, so strong my resistance and opposition are. It feels bad... very bad. I am sooooo angry.. But will try the impossible: to accept the other. The other's rhythm, the other's passions, the other's view, the other's way of life, the other's irresponsibility and dispersal. Not grown up... I just cannot fight a kid..! Even if he is 41.

How the others can stand..? Have no clue. Maybe it really has to do something with genders.
Men can stand, women freak out. I have no other idea.
So just try to put it again and again in the hands of God, and just do what I need to do to do my job. That's all.

Mood song of tonight

I know this music since some times now, Tuck and Patti Jazz it is.. actually I have already heard this song also: but know just can't stop to listening to it.

The guitar, the voice of the singer, the harmony within and ... the rhythm.. just feels like floating out from my heart and can't stop to moving, can't stop to floating with it.
This is me tonight, missing the one to hug from the great distance... Even though Szeged is not that far away, IT IS, when you just can't hug...

Love is the key (and my key, I bet)








Do you know how much your love means
Do you know how many hearts you've lifted?
Did you know your love was healing?
Such a beautiful feeling


Did you know your love was precious
It warms me like the shining sun
Keep shining through the darkest season
Your life has such a perfect reason


Chorus:In a world of sadness and strife
You could help change somebody's life
If love has made a difference to you
Help somebody else believe that it's true


Love is the key
Take it from me
Show your love


Repeat entire song


2nd ending:Keep shining like the sun say
Keep shining like a rainbow round me
Keep shining like the sun oh
Love keep shining all around me
Oh love keeps shining all around me
Like moonbeams in a starry night
Keep shinging like the sun say
Keep shining like a rainbow round me
Keep shining like the sun oh
Love keep shining all around me oh cause


Love is the key
Take it from me
Show your love


Love is the key
You've got to believe
Show your love


Love is the key
Listen to me
You got to show your love


Love is the key etc...




It is such a beautiful poem!!! I feel touched.. deeply...