master your life

master your life - let it go, and let it taken by God.

I've always wanted to master it - I've always made a big effort to choose to do the best I can in any given situation. But what shall I do, when I can't see where it goes (when I can't imagine, when I want to stay in the present, when I don't know what is the best for me, when I can't see how things would happen if I let them to BE FREE and not as I want them to be, when I am simply tired of directing, even if I am happy and the only thing I want is letting go finally all my cramps and relax)?

TV background. Ambient noise. (Paradox situation in the life of my country...)

Trust. Keeping the faith. Master my life and put it down in the hands of God, trusting Him to guide me well, to show me the way to reach my dreams (through Him, with Him, in Him). Unbelievable. Really, it is. I don't know how, it's just happened during good Friday and Holy Saturday. And then, the Resurrection. Beautiful.

I am very tired now... long-long day with nice gust of rain. Happy spring for everyone (I am going to have a VERY BUSY week including week-end until 22nd April.. - due date of some grants.. Fare Thee Well!)